She

The Healing Letters
2 min readMay 8, 2023
A man looking sternly at the computer system
She

I am an addict, this I know

And you won't blame me neither will you blame her.

I need help, this I also know hence my first cry for an arse.

She did her best to save me.

Bera tried all she could to redeem me from the shackles that held me always glued to my laptop screen and feastingly grappling the unquenchable contents on the screen.

I wouldn’t say she wasn’t enough,

Nor ill in bed.

No, Bera Williams is all a man would seek in a wife both in and out

But, what then will a trapped weakling like me do, if not serve the enslaving nude mistresses of mine over the internet and to burn consumingly in the vain passions they claim to sell.

The first son of a Retired Air Captain,

The fairest Kanasa state volleyball champion,

Claire Mary’s High school Math Ninja,

Swiftest male bàllé dancer

Yet abused by the one whom my father entrusted, to look after me while on his busy flight trips.

A woman, my dad said took a step (a bold one), to legally be my mother after my mom and Ken, my kid brother passed.

It’s funny yet painful she never saw this part of me while we courted but what else will I do🤷?

Bera is very unaware the disasters these Porn stars costed me.

Did she ever know her Kierran was sacked for spending the office Wi-Fi data on porn?

That’s the extent of the damage.

Though I regret them, yet I can’t help myself😢

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